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Blogpost #39
May 3rd, 2024
It's one day before the funny Star Wars day, and what am I doing?
I'm updating my WolfyGoofyToons blogpost, putting more evidence and stuff.
You should probably check it out.
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Blogpost #38
April 23rd, 2024
I made a big-as-hell sorta-theory about psychology and the nature of organisms and all that.
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Blogpost #37
April 17th, 2024
I find it ironic that Russia briefly considered furries to be an extremist group, while anti-furries get no attention whatsover,
despite taking more than a couple pages from actual extremist groups (mass murder fantasies, deeming people they hate "less than human" etc.).
I'd rather not delve into the details of why I hate these creeps, since I don't wanna ruin my own mood, but I hope you get the idea.
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Blogpost #36
April 12th, 2024
So, uh, my WolfyGoofyToons video has about 375 views at the moment. I know that this is a big achievement compared to my other videos,
but for some reason, it doesn't feel like it's enough. I haven't seen whether or not this video affects or changes anything.
Granted, that's probably because I'm paranoid about going onto his YouTube account to see if he's ever responded to the whole being-a-minor stuff,
thanks to Qustodio tracking down everything I do. I feel like that app's just getting in the way of me being more efficient with this situation,
and I hate it so much. I have to encourage myself to go onto his account to see if anything's happened, and it's not like I'm rewarded that much when I pull it off,
because the last time I was on there, he was still doing fetish stuff. I feel like if my video had a couple thousand views, then maybe something would happen.
But, since I barely get any views (probably because the YouTube algorithm is a fussy little child), it'll take a really long time for that to happen, if at all.
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Blogpost #35
April 2nd, 2024
Soo, I had another idea for an RPG (the first can be found in the 55th entry of my artworks section, or here):
Illusions! I have two ideas that branch off of this. The first is an overworld one, where there'd be items lying around that you would normally pick up,
only for them to disappear, revealing that they never existed at all, or turn into something far less desirable, like a trap or small enemy.
Then, there's my second idea, which is more about battles. So, there could be enemies that would mysteriously do nothing (or attack and always miss),
and upon getting hit once, they disappear immediately, not even being defeated or giving anything when they go away.
They immediately disappear when either the creator of the illusions is defeated, or when no other enemies are around, so you really don't need to attack them.
In fact, selecting them for any action that allows you to select your targets would be a waste of time and resources.
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Also, I'm trying to make my blogposts more readable by ending them in more predictable ways, such as after a comma, semicolon, or period.
I do want to change my past blogposts to fit this style too, but I'm worried that doing all of that would be stressful;
I hope all of you can read my previous blogposts easily despite this.
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Blogpost #34
March 27th, 2024
I wish I could make my site more stylish and Neocities but my HTML coding skills are so nasty wahhhh
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Blogost #33
March 14th, 2024
God, I hate YouTube's algorithm for their Home page; I look at two videos explaining issues with the school system and how it affects Gen Alpha, and how we can't just
blame the parents or the children for the fact that there is a much larger issue regarding the education system and how its philosophy on how teachers and students
should act, and then my Home page gets flooded with a bunch of bullshit milking the generalization of various generations for views. I just hate how even after hundreds
of years of social progress, most of us still treat the generations before and after us like shit (a lot of us also do the same for our own generation), acting like
everyone's this or that, with many people outright profitting off of such nonsense, like Connor Pugs and Pegasus. I hate it, and I wish more people hated it.
Anyways, happy Pi Day and/or Krabs-Frying Day, everybody.
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Blogpost #32
February 19th, 2024
Here's a post about some issues that I have with WolfyGoofyToons, an artist that I used to look up to.
I hope you can share these thoughts around, but make sure to read the whole thing first before you do. Thank you for understanding.
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Blogpost #31
February 15th, 2024
Ack, I forgot to mention that my 17th birthday was 2 days ago. >:(
In other news, I'm probably gonna divide the page on here into subpages to help keep them from getting too laggy and bloated, especially since my
Animations page is taking quite a while to load. But not today lol, I'm pretty tired and just wanna chill and maybe draw some low-effort art.
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Blogpost #30
February 6th, 2024
After reading that massive block of text from 5 days ago, you're probably wondering what I have to say now.
Well, it's this: How the hell do you draw anthro spiders?! They have so many legs, it makes it really hard for me to translate it to a vertical humanoid body.
I thought of just giving them six arms and two legs, but then I learned about pedipalps, which are akin to hands or arms, so what do I do?
Do I just give them six arms anyway and relegate the pedipalps to something else? Do I give them two arms and eight legs? What do I do wtf?
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Blogpost #29
February 1st, 2024
Well, it's 12 days away from my 17th birthday! But, I'm gonna talk about that later, because I have something else on my mind,
that being the fact that my suspension of disbelief is far more integral to the fiction I consume than I would have thought.
Really, a fictional character isn't just a fake person that a real person makes up, but rather, a conglomerate of text, images, sound, and much more
that we assume make up and represent the same idea of a person. Take Jon Arbuckle, for example. We trust that all the dialogue and text referring to a
"Jon" or an "Arbuckle" or some mixture or variation of the two names is referring to the same Jon Arbuckle every single time.
We trust that every abstract image and drawing that is supposed to resemble a lanky Caucasian man with brown hair, composed from ink and paint
or various lit up LED lights, is the same Jon Arbuckle, just at different points in time. And, if we're watching any of the Garfield cartoons
that have voice acting, we assume that every audio recording that is synced up with the illusion of movement of the models or drawings of this
slim, white, brown-haired and somewhat tired-looking man is the voice and sounds of a single Jon.
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It's really surprising how much trust I put into authors, writers, artists, musicians, and character-creators in general when it comes to fictional
people; I never assume that two instances of a character existing are different unless they are in a different installment of a franchise or series,
or if the creator(s) explicitly state(s) that they are different people. That being said, I am kind of worried that people may turn this blogpost
into some kind of existential horror meme about how fictional characters are, indeed, fictional. I don't want people to read this and assume that
I'm trying to destroy people's trust in character-creators, or that I'm deeply disturbed by the conclusion that I came to.
To say that people are idiots for suspending their disbelief to enjoy a story is to disrespect such a significant part of our culture just to appear as some
subversive, logical "genius," when in actuality, doing so just makes you look like an obnoxious, pompous jackass.
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I want everyone to know that I'm just calling to attention just how much trust many people, such as myself, put in those telling these made-up stories,
and how we automatically assume that, unless stated by those same storytellers, each and every image, bit of dialogue, audio recording, and chunk of code
that is portrayed as being a fictional person IS that fictional person. It just intrigues me how humans have turned believing and telling made-up stories,
which should logically be seen as consciously lying and believing those same lies, into a significant aspect of our entire culture.
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I'm sorry if this is a huge blogpost, and I'm double-sorry if the whole thing seems weirdly philosophical, if not self-indulgently pseudo-intellectual;
I just had this idea a little while back, then had it again this morning, proceeded to put it into words while pacing around the house, and then I felt like
sharing the idea here before I forgot about it, and I wanted to be as descriptive as possible because I was worried that it would be difficult for people to
understand otherwise, not because I think I'm too intelligent for other people, but because my ideas tend to manifest as a sort of video, being both dialogue
and video, and I wanted to describe what I was visualizing as closely as I could. So, uh, yeah, this was long. ...Valentine's Day, amirite?
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Blogpost #28
January 24th, 2024
I wanna figure out how to add custom fonts to Neocities, because I want to use OpenDyslexic for the text on my site.
I tried doing a tutorial on how to do it, but it didn't work, probably because I didn't do it right.
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Blogpost #27
January 23rd, 2024
There should be a term for when you're pretty tired, but you're also not so tired that you don't want to do other stuff. That's all for now.
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Blogpost #26
January 21st, 2024
I've been getting distracted a lot lately; I woke up at 1:30 in the afternoon because I stayed up until like 3 in the morning watching a bunch of stuff that
wasn't even that worthwhile, I don't think. I also took a shower later than I would've wanted because I got distracted doing the same thing.
I just don't get it, to be honest. Why do I get distracted so easily? Is it because of my Autism, or do I also have ADHD? Or, is this just something else?
I'm honestly really confused, and I probably should talk to someone about it.
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Blogpost #25
January 16th, 2024
I feel like I'm obligated to make a blog post just to prove that I still use this site. Well, ehm, it snowed like crazy yesterday, which I find funny,
given how utterly green Christmas was where I live. It honestly feels like nature's making up for the lack of snow by just bombarding us with it now.
I'm also pretty relieved, since it means that my homeschool program is closed due to all the snow, so I don't have to work so damn hard this week.
I'm currently working on a channel intro for my IndyVids account, but it'll probably take a while, especially since I'm not just doing a 3/4ths perspective
for the first shot I'm working on.
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Blogpost #24
January 2nd, 2024
Eyyyy, first blogpost of the year! I heard that Walt Disney and Ub Iwerks' Steamboat Willie is in the public domain, and (I think) the very first meme of the year
is people uploading the entire film on their YouTube accounts. It's pretty funny, and it feels like alot of people are doing it to spite The Walt Disney Company
for practically bending copyright law the hold on to this version of the character for as long as possible. For me, I kinda want to make my own designs of the
characters in the film, and I already have some ideas that I plan to draw and post soon.
That being said, I do hope that I won't be super angry and bitter this year, as I've already gotten mad about people generalizing entire generations of people
as being this or that (I really, REALLY wish people would stop that crap), as well as people being obnoxiously pessimistic and saying that
"time is a flat circle," which feels like a self-fulfilling prophecy, as they're likely too complacent to try and change their lives or the lives of others
for the better. Sure, I never process my anger in a way that harms others, but all that anger still tears at me, and I just wish it would stop.
But, I am feeling pretty good today overall, and I'll try to make sure that those feelings continue throughout the year.
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Blogpost #23
December 31st, 2023
My brain really just forgot about the existence of this page for 27 days.
Anyways uhmmmm, New Year's Eve! I really do hope that next year is a lot better than this one since, while it wasn't that bad for me (just kinda stressful sometimes),
it was a terrible year for a lot of people. I just hope that everyone who was hurt or is hurting by everything that's happening between Israel, Palestine and Hamas
can one day recover from all of this, and I hope that the people responsible for their suffering will be punished.
So, on a much lighter topic, my New Year's resolution is to be more productive by making more art and animations, and getting less distracted.
I also want to improve my art and animation skills a lot more this year, especially since I'll be 17, so I'll have to get a job in a few years,
and I'd prefer that it be animation or art related. So, yeah, Happy New Year's Eve, everyone!
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Blogpost #22
December 4th, 2023
I was gonna make this all about how confused I was about the first lyrics in that Honey Baked Ham ad parodying "My Favorite Things" from the Sound of Music,
but then I realized that it goes: "Honey Baked Ham and potatoes are brought in." For a while, I was wondering if it was saying: "Honey Baked Ham and potatoes
are rotten," which would be a terrible way to advertise your product, but that's just how I heard it.
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Blogpost #21
December 1st, 2023
Oh hey, the year's almost over. For me, it kinda started off slow, but then it just went by really quickly around the second half.
I'm kinda paranoid that my perception of time is actually getting faster, and it'll continue to hasten until years go by in what would be moments
for my younger self, but fears aside, it's just nice that the year is almost over. I honestly really wish I could be more productive with my time,
though. Maybe I would if I listened to music to get me into doing something? I don't really know. I also wish I was better at retaining knowledge,
since that would make learning Spanish a lot easier.
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Blogpost #20
November 26th, 2023
Anyone else feel kinda sad that Walt Disney Animation Studios' 100th movie isn't that good?
I haven't actually seen it, but I have noticed people taking issue with it, which is just kind of sad. This should've been an amazing movie,
one that showed why Disney became the animation icon that it is today. And yet, it just isn't.
I can't help but compare it to a milestone that should be made out of gold, but is instead made out of tree bark.
On the topic of Disney milestones, Frozen's 10th anniversary is tomorrow (actually only 10 minutes away as of writing this), and that makes me feel old,
despite the fact that I'm 16 and two-thirds years old. That day is also 444 days away from my 18th birthday, and that's kinda neat.
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Blogpost #19
November 18th, 2023
Ok, unpopular opinion time! I don't hate the Gene Deitch Tom & Jerry cartoons. Yes, they're definitely a downgrade from the original shorts,
having animation that is more appropriate for TV (since animation budgets in the early TV days were piss) than theaters, really weird sound design,
and generally having jokes that fall flat when compared to the MGM and Chuck Jones shorts, but I don't think Gene "ruined" Tom & Jerry.
Also, why do people say that Clint Clobber is an animal abuser for beating Tom around? They do realize that a lot of Tom's owners have endangered him
in some way, right? If anything, Clint is just a bland character, whose only character trait (aside from song-scatting a bit) is that he's easily angered.
Compare that to the cowboy cook from Posse Cat, who I feel has a lot more personality compared to Clint.
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Blogpost #18
November 7th, 2023
Ah, so I was planning to make an obigatory November blog post, but then I realized that I already made one for this month merely 4 days ago.
...Anyways, apparently you can make your YouTube video easier to search by just putting random words associated with the video in your description?
I am looking for a site to post videos on that isn't YouTube, since the site is going to crap, and might not survive for much longer anyways,
But the only one I can find is Dailymotion, and that site is pretty weird in terms of layout, being all "one video per row" and all.
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Blogpost #17
November 3rd, 2023
So, I watched the Five Nights at Freddy's movie today, and I really liked it a lot! Maybe it could've been a bit creepier,
but I don't think that alone warrants it a 29% critic score on Rotten Tomatoes, not at all. Also, I'm having Tombstone pizza for dinner tonight,
which is so damn fitting in so many ways. Did the stars align just so that something as fitting as this could happen?
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Blogpost #16
October 28th, 2023
Should I post the thumbnails for my videos in the Artworks section, or should I just leave them be,
since the thumbnails are gonna be seen anyways in the Animations section?
I'm a bit confused, to be honest. Also, 5 entries in a month, let's go!
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Blogpost #15
October 20th, 2023
Why is this month in particular so bad for everyone? YouTube's protecting a doxxer because of the money she gives them,
Death by Proxy's uncle had a heart attack, and a war is going on between Israel and Hamas (as of March 27th, 2024, it's now more of a war between Israel and Palestine).
I would mention the YandereDev situation, but it's a good thing that he got outed as a groomer; it just caused a lot of public upset.
I just don't understand why October is getting worse and worse as we get through it.
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Blogpost #14
October 12th, 2023
Ok, I'm a big numerology fan. Not in the sense that I see divine or supernatural significance in certain numbers, but I just kinda like number motifs and stuff.
Why am I saying this? Well, it's because it's 490 days away from my 18th birthday, as of writing this. I find that interesting, since 490 is 7 x 70.
I also find it interesting because Papa Elf from the Elf movie is 490 years old, apparently? I just remember Buddy drunkenly mentioning that in the mail room scene.
This is also the 14th entry in my blog, and 14 is 7 x 2. uhhhh numbrs.
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Blogpost #13
October 10th, 2023
My sinus issues are doing a lot better now, so that's good. It's around the "slightly stuffy in one nostril, but not to the point where it actually bothers me
also I coughed up a bit of phlegm this morning so that's good" phase at the moment.
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Blogpost #12
October 7th, 2023
I feel lost right now. I failed an online practice test for driving (even though it wouldn't let me reach the end before failing me), and it really affected me.
Granted, it's because I haven't read up on driving rules that much. I guess the reason I'm not reading up on it much is both because I keep getting distracted
doing other stuff, and because I just don't really like reading. I feel like that might be less because I don't enjoy reading, and more so because I keep re-reading
the same passage of a book over and over again out of fear that I didn't fully understand it.
I'm also worried that I didn't retain much knowledge from the parts of the book that I did read, especially the whole blinking traffic lights with arrows thing.
There's also the fact that I feel like I should get a job, but I just don't know how I can get one if I don't know how to drive.
Also also, I have both a rash on my arm and a sinus issue that's making me all clogged up and snotty. Fun.
There's also also ALSO the fact that a lot of people that I used to look up to are just not pleasant to me anymore.
So yeah, this has been a rough week, to say the least. I really hope the rest of the month isn't like this,
or I'll never be able to finish the animation I'm working on in time.
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Blogpost #11
September 23rd, 2023
Ok, I'm just gonna have to post YouTube videos on my animations page, since I can't put the video files themselves on here without a subscription.
It's kind of a shame, since I really wanted to make the page a way for people to see my videos without having to resort to YouTube,
especially since that site's becoming more corrupt with each passing day.
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Blogpost #10
September 19th, 2023
*inhale* EXCUSE ME SIR, THERE MUST BE SOMEONE YOU'VE CONFUSED ME FOR! IF I COULD SEE SOMEONE WHO KNEW ME, OR SOMEONE IN UNIFORM-
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Blogpost #9
September 15th, 2023
Uhh, it's Undertale's 8th anniversary, and I really wanna draw something involving Chara, Frisk, and the 7 other humans, but I dunno if I can in time.
But still, Undertale is a freaking awesome game, and it's really influenced me and my interests in a lot of ways, and probably got me into RPGs in the first place.
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Blogpost #8
September 8th, 2023
I really wanna make an RPG or a visual novel, but I struggle to maintain motivation or interest in a project for very long.
I wonder what I should do to maintain a drive to make a game over a long time.
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Blogpost #7
September 2nd, 2023
I watched BFDIA 6, and it's so darn good!
I liked Bomby's video, because I feel like he took a leader role in the episode, and I kinda wanna see him get a prize,
since he's somewhat underrated. I disliked Rocky's video, because I feel like it would be something of a punishment for switching teams,
like a "you made your bed, now sleep in it" situation. That, and I feel like we won't be losing out on much if he gets voted off.
On a completely unrelated note, I wanna figure out how to show videos on here without resorting to YouTube links, just to keep everything self-contained.
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Blogpost #6
August 25th, 2023
I really wanna make some shrine subsites, but I don't know where to put 'em, or even what they should be about.
Also, why am I using this blog stuff so much lol? I already have six entries.
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Blogpost #5
August 19th, 2023
I'm kinda stressed out right now. I feel like I have so much to do, from doing some kind of animation for my YouTube to keep my channel alive,
to studying Spanish, which I'm not good at because no matter how hard I try, I can't trill due to me blowing air either over or around my tongue,
to having to study driving, even though I'm scared that I won't remember all the signs and what they mean, especially because some of the explanations
are somewhat vague and hard for me to understand correctly, to feeling like I need to make a webcomic to put in this site.
And you know, it wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for the fact that I get distracted constantly, and I feel like the distraction thing is getting worse.
It's gotten so bad that I've begun to wonder if I have ADHD or something, or if I'm just demotivated and/or lazy.
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Blogpost #4
August 9th, 2023
Soo, what exactly do the views on Neocities sites mean? Do they mean how many people have even clicked on the site, or how many subsites they've seen?
I also wanna make some secret subsites on here, but I'm not sure what I'll do with them. Maybe add little snippets of lore from my OCs' universe?
also why the schmuck does it take so long for my website to update sometimes like does it have to do with multiple sites being edited at once lol
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Blogpost #3
July 28th, 2023
Y'know, I probably should make a webcomic so my site can live up to its webcomics tags, but I honestly don't feel like doing it.
I just don't wanna go to school, considering how stressful and work-filled last year was.
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Blogpost #2
July 19th, 2023
Today I went to Dave & Buster's to celebrate some friends' birthdays. It was really fun, even if I got tired after a while.
I went to take a nap once we got home, and ended up waking up at 8:50 PM, but to be honest, the nap was nice.
Also, my internet went down as of typing this, so I ended up getting a high score of 3443 on that dinosaur no-internet game!
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Blogpost #1
July 17th, 2023
Well, it's been a week since I made this site (meaning that I can post and comment now), my Artworks section is up to date, and everything's doing pretty good overall.
That being said, I'm a tad stressed out over the fact that it's almost August, which is when I go back to school.
I really don't wanna juggle drawing and animating with schoolwork, especially since I'm already studying on how to drive, though it might not be as stressful as I think.
Also, first blog entry, LET'S GOOOOOO-
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